annoying

Money can't buy me happiness, money can't buy me happiness. I've been re-telling myself this over and over the last couple days. I know it's true because whenever I buy something, I love it for a day but then I just want more. I think it's safe to say that that's not something unusual. I just need to be content but sometimes I'm just so tired of always having to have such a tight budget. When I want a storage tupperware bin, I just want to be able to go buy one without checking my bank account or deciding what I would have to cut out of my grocery list. I've used the word, "annoying" so much in the last few days. I'm annoyed with tight budgets, I'm annoyed with mice, I'm annoyed that it's cold. It's so annoying! I want to cut that word out of my mouth because I think the more I say it, the more negative I become.
Anyways, back to the money thing. I just.............want to be able to develop pictures when I want. I havn't developed any since Nash has been born. Sigh....and then all my dumb problems are NOTHING compared to the ones that others face. And then I feel selfish. Because I am. And it's soooo annoying to be so selfish.
Whenever I've felt low the last couple days, I've belted out, "God's not dead, he's alive, God's not dead, he's alive, God's not dead, he's alive, feel him all over me!"
And unsuprisingly, it always puts me in a better mood. A, because I'm singing the truth and I'm reminded of it, b, I love singing, and c, Summer loves the actions!
Anyways, I'm slowly climbing out of this money rut. I wish everything in this world cost 1 cent. Me and Harlan always used to say that. What would you buy if everything was 1 cent? Maybe I'd develop pictures. If I can devleop my pictures, I'll never want anything else ever again! Just kidding.